Crazy and Emotional

So this past week has been an emotional one. I am not good at dealing with emotions by myself and here in Twin I have a few friends but not any that I feel really close to. I mean I love them all but I just need my old friends to sit down and talk to, so since Cory passed away on Monday I have been trying to deal with everything by myself and thru some text messages. And as much as I love my Aunt I just cant sit down and cry with her since she doesnt really know the situation. So I have been a wreck, everything has been making me cry. I cried the whole drive home on Wednesday. I dont know what I am going to do with myself!! I forgot a couple of assingments that were due and that just puts the icing on the cake. But my chemistry teacher is such a great guy and totally understands that I am a space case so he will let me turn them in late its the point that I forgot them that really upsets me. I forgot Tessa's birthday...I feel so bad!! Anyways, I just had to get that out there. Cory's funeral was beautiful. The talks were so good. I loved the part when Amanda's mom was talking about Cory loved Amanda the first night that he saw her...and he did he walked up to her and said "I love you", we didnt think he even knew her name but he did and since that day he did everything he could to show her that he really did love her. I am so glad that me and Richelle and Kayla and Jason went to the funeral. Amanda was so glad to have us there. She just had to keep telling us. It really helped calm my emotions. Well thats my update. I havent written in awhile and thats why...just to crazy right now...but the good news is things are getting better and I havent cried in 2 days. lol. Oh and just in case you all forgot...I love ya!! :)