Logan Utah...here we come!!

So guess what...I officially got my apartment in Logan. It is a small studio apartment with my own garage and own porch and own washer and dryer!! It is so cute. I am just already in love with it. I am going to be there from January 1 to May 1. I think if I like Logan and find a decent job I will stay around for awhile but who knows!! :) I am just super excited!! Just gotta get my books and junk together!! yay!! Anyways. Just wanted you all to know.

Oh the crazyness of the Transfer....

As most of you already know I am gearing up to transfer to Utah State...welll it is a royal pain in the you know what. First day I try to register they tell me I have a hold on my account. So that's all fine and dandy I make a few calls, send a few e-mails and after a day they get that sorted out. Well then comes the Pre-Req issue. According to USU I have NO credits coming across...somewhere somehow who knows but they dont have my CSI credits in their system. So it looks like I am a high school senior so that means I cant get into any of my classes that require me to have some major pre-reqs going on. So I have to wait for CSI to send over an official transcript and then wait for USU to get it entered...and all the time find a place to live...I've been thinking a few boxes and some duct tape will be wonderful at this point. And on top of it all I have tests coming out of my ears and finals coming up. Oh what is this world coming to...and I am a dummy and volunteered to work Thanksgiving break instead of prepare for Finals...but what can ya do...no turning back now!! I've got to get some major organization going on along with some major dedication...no more playin no more anything school only!! So if you dont see me for awhile they have probably sent me to Blackfoot cause I've gone insane!! lol. YAY for crazy people!!~!! :) Have a good day!! :)

Crazy and Emotional

So this past week has been an emotional one. I am not good at dealing with emotions by myself and here in Twin I have a few friends but not any that I feel really close to. I mean I love them all but I just need my old friends to sit down and talk to, so since Cory passed away on Monday I have been trying to deal with everything by myself and thru some text messages. And as much as I love my Aunt I just cant sit down and cry with her since she doesnt really know the situation. So I have been a wreck, everything has been making me cry. I cried the whole drive home on Wednesday. I dont know what I am going to do with myself!! I forgot a couple of assingments that were due and that just puts the icing on the cake. But my chemistry teacher is such a great guy and totally understands that I am a space case so he will let me turn them in late its the point that I forgot them that really upsets me. I forgot Tessa's birthday...I feel so bad!! Anyways, I just had to get that out there. Cory's funeral was beautiful. The talks were so good. I loved the part when Amanda's mom was talking about Cory loved Amanda the first night that he saw her...and he did he walked up to her and said "I love you", we didnt think he even knew her name but he did and since that day he did everything he could to show her that he really did love her. I am so glad that me and Richelle and Kayla and Jason went to the funeral. Amanda was so glad to have us there. She just had to keep telling us. It really helped calm my emotions. Well thats my update. I havent written in awhile and thats why...just to crazy right now...but the good news is things are getting better and I havent cried in 2 days. lol. Oh and just in case you all forgot...I love ya!! :)